Sunday, July 12, 2009
Sunday afternoon
Well, my friends, I'm finally on my way back to Fitness Ridge. I'm in the shuttle now.. I definitely upgraded and took a much nice shuttle and I'm glad I did. It has leather seats, wireless internet, free refreshments (unfortunately no beer!) and captain chairs! Much better than being crammed into that nasty old shuttle I took last time. And, I'm happy to say this time, I'm not nauceous and about to throw up from being scared!!! haha Dont get me wrong though.. I'm still a little nervous. I took an entire week off from exercise so I wont do as well.. plus I have such high expectations for this week and I'm just afraid I'm going to let myself down. Plus, I'm afraid its going to be different for some reason.. I dunno. I'm just really nervous. but I'm sure as soon as I get there it'll be worth it. What if I dont meet anyone I like??? ugh.. I wish someone would of came with me!!!! oh well, i'm a big girl. i can handle this.. SHIT i did this for 6 weeks all alone.. i can handle 1 week. I'm also a little embarrased that I havent lost any additional weight since I've been gone.. I feel like I've failed... but, thats why I'm back.. I need a little refresher course... I hope I dont bomb tomorrow on Stop Sign... I have high expectations for that hike so I'm a little scared... Well, I'll update this again tonight after dinner when I meet everyone! Wish me luck... I'm SCARED!!!
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haha....at least you're doing better than last time!! i was scared leaving you at the airport! I thought you were going to get sick! You will have another kick ass week and not want to come home all over again! Get your competitive spirit into it...we both know you definitely have that! Then go tackle the stop sign. You can do it! Enjoy yourself and send me pics of you and max or his brother or whoever it is you want to meet! Love ya and have fun!
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